Wednesday
i was looking forward to the reflections. *man!*
the band had a video session downstairs. we are trying put things in place - super stressful.
So just so many things at one time.
1. Focus on God and his movement
2. Being a good platform for the worship leaders to lead worship
3. Obey WL- esp when i don't quite understand why certain decision was made
4. Remember arrangements of the song.
5. Sound of the band as a whole, which also includes - Layering *new* shouldn't be playing what i used to play
6. Comments of Valerie and Daphne.
This is just on top of all the chords. It's really stressful. And occassionally, WL asking, if i;m going to play like Daphne.
Faints!
I really think I'm going crazy ...
Sometimes, we strive so hard to play perfect music but the most perfect thing that god wants is just our hearts.
and
Balances is the hard-ESt to reach.
princess maddie.
